I'm tired of life. Everything in my life is falling apart and I can't take it anymore. I mean first charles tried to take madison and got away with beating me,getting away with madison, and getting away with his weed.Next my mom tries to kill herself because he took madison. I mean at first I was so afraid for my mom but then it hit me. She kicked Chrystal out for Charles, choose charles over jonathan when she had to choose. She left me for him and went to Las Vegus when I told her it was me or him. My grandma is talking to my dead grandpa...again. Tiffany got into another car wreak. Jared forced me to climb a 52ft. tree and I'm afraid of hieghts. Toby, the man who raped me and who is also my brother-in-law blew him self up and may never be able to use his right hand again. I could probably go on forever with how my life is falling apart in this last week, but I won't. The thing with Terril just pushed me over the top. I can't take it anymore! I went pull down my ladder,climbed on top of my shed,and crawled to the top of my roff. Then i jumped,hoping to maybe break my neck,but for once in my God foresaken life I had balance. I have zero balance!!!!But of coarse the one time I need no balance I land on my fucking feet!!!!! I give up. I can't even kill myself right. Life sucks!
Stay Strong
-Brooke
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